Something that was in my email inbox for sometime, think that it is ok for me to share with the people reading.
第一句
如果我们之间有1000步的距离
你只要跨出第1步
我就会朝你的方向走其余的999步
第二句
通常愿意留下来跟你争吵的人
才是真正爱你的人
第三句
付出真心 才会得到真心
却也可能伤得彻底
保持距离 就能保护自己
却也注定永远寂寞
第四句
有时候 不是对方不在乎你
而是你把对方看得太重
第五句
朋友就是把你看透了 还能喜欢你的人
第六句
就算是believe 中间也藏了一个lie
第七句
真正的好朋友
并不是在一起就有聊不完的话题
而是在一起 就算不说话
也不会感到尴尬
第八句
没有一百分的另一半
只有五十分的两个人
第九句
为你的难过而快乐的 是敌人
为你的快乐而快乐的 是朋友
为你的难过而难过的
就是那些 该放进心里的人
第十句
冷漠 有时候并不是无情
只是一种避免被伤害的工具
大家也许你就是其中一个,暗着心里想想看吧.什么是你该做的,什么是你该接受的.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Official
Although a bit slow in telling you guys this, I'm officially a black belt in tkd now, very happy. wow!!!
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Evaluation on love
Ever since the incident with her, I got a lot more insights on love and life. In the past, I used to think that love is the purpose of life and believed it. Me and her were used to be like a couple, but now is a brother and sister. After that incident, I think that I should devote myself in martial arts and work. Build up port folio and skills on film making, increase my martial arts skills, now that is the sole purpose of my life. I hope I can find the love of my life, but who knows when would that be, I hoped that time will come, but I doubt that I will have a gf even in my 30s. For now, what I can do now is wait.
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Taekwondo grading, final one to black belt.
Yesterday was my final grading, once I passed that grading, I will get my black belt. Wow, looking back at the time, it has been 2 and a half years since I first entered my taekwondo clun, time sure flies. So when I go there and wait for my row to start the grading, I feel like I am going to take O level again. I was so nervous about the grading, there are 3 graders sitting in front of you and see you doing your pattern(套路 in wushu and kata in karate) and 3 rounds of sparring. The sparring I'm not afraid, in fact, I looked forward to it. It is the pattern that I am nervous, scared I will do good in it. Thank goodness it was pretty ok. Then here comes the sparring, everyone will spar with 3 different person. I didn't spar for don't know how long already, but I sure don't get nervous over this matter.
My first opponent is a guy in his 30s, pretty built. I was wondering whether I can take him on or not earlier in the day. But here he did something that I wasn't expecting it. You know the bruce lee shout "wata!!!"? That's what he shout when the examiner shout junbi(ready in korean, sounds pretty similar to Japanese). I was like "huh?", but soon I also get into my en garde position. To my surprise, his kicks was like slow motion to me. To other people in the eye, it might be pretty fast, but I see it as slow motion. He fight 100%(I guess, based on his aggressiveness), but the strength isn't there and definitely can't cath with my speed. I basically dodged and blocked all his kicks, every single one. I land a couple of kicks on him, but the most devastating will be the reverse kick in the head. Head! God, we are not supposed to aim at the head level, let alone I hit him in the head. Thank goodness I didn't use too much strength in the kick, just plain skill, or else it will be a serious case. One minute passed, we changed opponent, this time is was a smaller built guy. His kick are pretty swift, but was still a slow motion to me. I blocked and dodged all his kicks again, then I used a jumping side kick, got him on the ground. I at first want to link up to a jumping back thrust, but he was already lying on the ground, too bad. 1 min over, change opponent again, this time is a tall guy. I already wasted too many energy on the previous 2 fights, I focus more on the countering this time. Which means, I block one time, hit at the same time. I got this guy in the head again, damn. I do a double front kick using the same leg, one at the lower part of the waist and the other one in the head. I was like shit, another time? Good thing it is not hard, or else sure got problem. Finally the ring rang and that is the end of my sparring and yesterday's grading. Something happened at this moment, very shocking and surprising. Everyone looked at me and start clapping. I mean the entire stadium with the people taking the grading as well. I was happy in the heart, but too tired to express on my face or movement.
There are few things in common during the sparring.
1) I dodged the kicks by jumping:
A lot of the times, I dodge the kicks by jumping/hopping away from the opponent and cause them to miss the target, which is me. Also one thing, I think I jumped a lot higher and further, may be the training in wushu paid off. Thanks coach.
2) I blocked the kicks if I can't dodge it:
I blocked all the kicks, only if I can't dodge it or I need to do a counter. All the blocks worked and all the kicks are blocked down.
3) All the kicks are like slow motion to me:
It's either me being too observant and fast or they are just really slow. I can read the muscle movement of the kicks. I got once I was doing a 360 jumping front kick, I saw the leg of the opponent start to move, I was thinking "damn, his leg is going to come up, am I quick enough to dodge it?" All these happened in the split second when I was in the air. If it is me being too fast, that still is the result of the wushu training, thanks coach.
4) I was real calm when I fight:
For real, I was so calm and confident that I walked towards the opponent without my guarding position. Because I can blocked the moment before the leg hit me. How I walk? Those who watched kamen rider, especially kabuto will know how stylish and calm kabuto fight. He just simply walked to the opponent and then attack and that is what I did.
I felt real good with the clap, make me think that I fought real well. In short, the entire sparring, I was a total ownage machine. No one touched me, in the sense that kicked me. I felt so good after sparring, I just love it. Now I just have to wait for the result of the grading.
My first opponent is a guy in his 30s, pretty built. I was wondering whether I can take him on or not earlier in the day. But here he did something that I wasn't expecting it. You know the bruce lee shout "wata!!!"? That's what he shout when the examiner shout junbi(ready in korean, sounds pretty similar to Japanese). I was like "huh?", but soon I also get into my en garde position. To my surprise, his kicks was like slow motion to me. To other people in the eye, it might be pretty fast, but I see it as slow motion. He fight 100%(I guess, based on his aggressiveness), but the strength isn't there and definitely can't cath with my speed. I basically dodged and blocked all his kicks, every single one. I land a couple of kicks on him, but the most devastating will be the reverse kick in the head. Head! God, we are not supposed to aim at the head level, let alone I hit him in the head. Thank goodness I didn't use too much strength in the kick, just plain skill, or else it will be a serious case. One minute passed, we changed opponent, this time is was a smaller built guy. His kick are pretty swift, but was still a slow motion to me. I blocked and dodged all his kicks again, then I used a jumping side kick, got him on the ground. I at first want to link up to a jumping back thrust, but he was already lying on the ground, too bad. 1 min over, change opponent again, this time is a tall guy. I already wasted too many energy on the previous 2 fights, I focus more on the countering this time. Which means, I block one time, hit at the same time. I got this guy in the head again, damn. I do a double front kick using the same leg, one at the lower part of the waist and the other one in the head. I was like shit, another time? Good thing it is not hard, or else sure got problem. Finally the ring rang and that is the end of my sparring and yesterday's grading. Something happened at this moment, very shocking and surprising. Everyone looked at me and start clapping. I mean the entire stadium with the people taking the grading as well. I was happy in the heart, but too tired to express on my face or movement.
There are few things in common during the sparring.
1) I dodged the kicks by jumping:
A lot of the times, I dodge the kicks by jumping/hopping away from the opponent and cause them to miss the target, which is me. Also one thing, I think I jumped a lot higher and further, may be the training in wushu paid off. Thanks coach.
2) I blocked the kicks if I can't dodge it:
I blocked all the kicks, only if I can't dodge it or I need to do a counter. All the blocks worked and all the kicks are blocked down.
3) All the kicks are like slow motion to me:
It's either me being too observant and fast or they are just really slow. I can read the muscle movement of the kicks. I got once I was doing a 360 jumping front kick, I saw the leg of the opponent start to move, I was thinking "damn, his leg is going to come up, am I quick enough to dodge it?" All these happened in the split second when I was in the air. If it is me being too fast, that still is the result of the wushu training, thanks coach.
4) I was real calm when I fight:
For real, I was so calm and confident that I walked towards the opponent without my guarding position. Because I can blocked the moment before the leg hit me. How I walk? Those who watched kamen rider, especially kabuto will know how stylish and calm kabuto fight. He just simply walked to the opponent and then attack and that is what I did.
I felt real good with the clap, make me think that I fought real well. In short, the entire sparring, I was a total ownage machine. No one touched me, in the sense that kicked me. I felt so good after sparring, I just love it. Now I just have to wait for the result of the grading.
Friday, July 3, 2009
Tired
Today, I sort of like having a mood swing. I got angry on everything for no reason. For the entire day, I was like real pissed off. Then during the 6P, surprisingly, I was so sleepy and tired that I fell asleep while faci standing beside me. It is real surprising, because I was always the most active person in the Digital video and audio module, this week I got so tired. It is because of the FYP, I feel like a few days never sleep and was totally shag. Despite all the hard work and effort, faci said that he didn't see the effort in us. I was like "did you see my fucking eye bag and dark eye ring? Did you see that I dropped a lot of hair ever since the starting of the FYP?" Add on to that, one of my team mates just keep disappearing, add my workload to myself, I was so tired of all these. Hopefully the next FYP will be the best of my work.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Training camp
It had been about 2 or 3 weeks after the training camp then now I start to update, been busy with the bloody FYP, only if it is not stop motion animation. Ok, back to the camp thing. First thing, 4 stupid things I've done at the first day of the training camp. I forgot to bring my charger for PSP, run back home from CWP and get it. When I was half way to school, I remembered I forgot to bring the camera. When I go to take bath, I realised I brought a hair conditioner instead of a shampoo. Lastly, when I thought I forgot to bring a slipper, I realised it has been in my bag all the while until the end of the first day. That was real bad. First day of the training camp, first thing we do is the stretching. President(identity protection) want us to increase our flexibility, thus a lot of stretching. A lot of the year 1 are unable to reached to a higher level at first. Then the year one start looking for their "master" to learn either their preferable weapon routine or the fist routine. Until the end of the night, we had been training. Too bad that I don't have a student, that's sad.
2nd day, the first morning, we focus again, more on the flexibility and the jumping capability. When we reached 2pm, we started teh san da training, a chinese kick boxing. I did train under taekwondo for sparring and kicking, so facing the target and the opponent isn't difficult. The difficult is the fist, it has been so long since I used my fist to hit something, a bit not use to it. At the end of the 2 to 3 hours of san da training, my hand is literally shivering, that's real shiok, I love training. Then we got a wrestling game with the president. At first I do not know why the president can win so many people, after many matches and observation, I realised he was holding the inner portion of the body, it's real difficult to explain in words, go refer to wing chun for answer. And that's it, I realised the correct way of winning him, I told the technique(based on the knowledge of wing chun, I trained in wing chun) to rong bing, he uses the technique, yeah, he did gain a bit of upper hand. But still, he is unable to pull the president down, but he also avoided being thrown, which is a good thing. That proved that my technique is correct and workable. Then we had the dinner and a little of stretching and then we went to sleep.
3rd day, we woke up at 6 and went for a jogging and stretching again and again before we go for breakfast. After the breakfast, everyone was so tired that they are unable to do any more work out. Literally, everyone of the trainees. President told us that we can sleep till 10 and then pack up and go home. After all these training, finally it's over. I love all these training, it benefits me a lot. After dismiss, we went to help out in wan ling's FYP sensory test. After the test, we waited at the next door, chatted and watched video while waiting for wan ling to finish everything. When wan ling finished, it is about 7pm already. We went for dinner and then go home.
2nd day, the first morning, we focus again, more on the flexibility and the jumping capability. When we reached 2pm, we started teh san da training, a chinese kick boxing. I did train under taekwondo for sparring and kicking, so facing the target and the opponent isn't difficult. The difficult is the fist, it has been so long since I used my fist to hit something, a bit not use to it. At the end of the 2 to 3 hours of san da training, my hand is literally shivering, that's real shiok, I love training. Then we got a wrestling game with the president. At first I do not know why the president can win so many people, after many matches and observation, I realised he was holding the inner portion of the body, it's real difficult to explain in words, go refer to wing chun for answer. And that's it, I realised the correct way of winning him, I told the technique(based on the knowledge of wing chun, I trained in wing chun) to rong bing, he uses the technique, yeah, he did gain a bit of upper hand. But still, he is unable to pull the president down, but he also avoided being thrown, which is a good thing. That proved that my technique is correct and workable. Then we had the dinner and a little of stretching and then we went to sleep.
3rd day, we woke up at 6 and went for a jogging and stretching again and again before we go for breakfast. After the breakfast, everyone was so tired that they are unable to do any more work out. Literally, everyone of the trainees. President told us that we can sleep till 10 and then pack up and go home. After all these training, finally it's over. I love all these training, it benefits me a lot. After dismiss, we went to help out in wan ling's FYP sensory test. After the test, we waited at the next door, chatted and watched video while waiting for wan ling to finish everything. When wan ling finished, it is about 7pm already. We went for dinner and then go home.
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Shopping with the stars
We had been talking that we need to go out and shop for some clothing, like a lot of the stars don't have much things to wear. So one day, we decide to go out and shop at far east after the training on the last friday. We went to my parent's stall and had our lunch/dinner first, then we head to far east via the bus no14. When we got there, we start to walk around to see what we can buy. Overall, wan ling bought the most, eileen bought a dress and one more thing which I forgot what it is, I bought a black long sleeve shirt. After that, it is too late to shop as a lot of the other shop we closing, so we went to subway and had some chat before heading home. I will make a short music video based on the 6 stars pictures soon, just wait for it arh. Next post, I will talk about the wushu training camp.
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