这个世道是怎么了？
当男人花心时，女人老是投怀送抱，让自己受到伤害。
当男人真心一片的时候，女人却避而远之，伤害男人。
当男人心已死时，女人才发现男人真的是爱着女人，但男人心已死，不想再爱，双方受伤害。
如果双方都爱着彼此，为什么要玩 hard-to-get 的游戏？让双方猜个不停，双方却又不坦白说出答案？我不知道她爱我吗，但是我非常爱她，也不会玩hard-to-get的游戏。她呢？我不知道，她好像很喜欢玩hard-to-get。不管多久，我都会爱她，只爱她一个。
What is happening to this world?
When the man are flirting with every girl he met, the girl always like to give in and then got hurt by such flirting man.
When the man only love the particular girl, the girl always avoid and hurt the man instead.
When the man already gave up on love, the girl realized that the man truly love her, returned and then both party got hurt.
If both party love each other, why play hard-to-get game? Letting each other to guess non-stop and avoid to say out the real intention or the true answer. I'm not sure whether she loves me or not, but I'm very sure that I loves her. I won't play hard to get and certainly will be there for her no matter what happens. For her? I'm not sure whether she loves me or not, but she sure like to play hard to get. No matter what, I loves her and her only.
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Friday, July 8, 2011
Sudden thoughts
Don't know why, suddenly I don't feel the need of love in my life any more, since no girls really give a shit about how I felt. So that means my life only will have training, fights and career. Actually not that bad either, can concentrate on what I want to do.
Monday, June 13, 2011
Really don't know where to voice this out but here
*sigh, amazing that after 3 years, I'm still stuck at loving you. Most guy would have given up in 3 months, although there is a side track, but I lasted 3 years. All these years, I had been waiting for you and still waiting. I don't know why, I just believe that you are the only one for me. I don't see in the future, me being with other girls. I held that strong will for 3 years, although it's tiring, but I'm still holding onto it...
Monday, April 25, 2011
After so many turns and merry go round....
After so many merry go rounds, I realised that it is you who I truly love and no one can ever replace that.
Friday, April 22, 2011
Idiotic decision
After watching the new "A chinese ghost story"(I will put on a review about this movie soon), I gave a lot of thinking about my relationship.
Ever since the meeting with salmon, I never thought that I will have such a strong feeling of love towards her. So strong that I can't shift that love to other girls that came into my life, before or after her.
I know salmon treated me as a brother and I treat her like a sister, like how we did that for the past. I realized that the feeling I had for her can never be a brother-sister love kind of love. I had been thinking about it, almost a year, whether I can shift that love to other girls or not. I realized it's not possible. I also thought about whether I should just leave her and put myself into other relationship, I also realized that I can't do that. All because the feeling is just way too strong for me to do so.
After watching the new "A chinese ghost story", one of the character inside actually spent almost the entire life protecting his lover who lost the memories about the guy. The feeling of love portrayed in that movie is very strong. So am I going to do that same thing too? Spending my whole life waiting for that slim chance of me being together with her, or to protect her from whatever harm that's coming into her way? To some people, I might have been overly matured, but in relationship, I am not. In fact, I could have said that I am very idiotic about it, I always make stupid decision and illogical decision. But since when love is smart and logical? I'm not sure how to put it, but I just hope that this love is a pure one. I'm making a very great amount of effort to make it a pure love between me and her, but most of the time, I think it's just me loving her. I don't know if she really think about the both of us...I think I will make that stupid decision, she's the only one for me and I'm making it that way. Even if we can't be together, I'm keeping her in my heart and protecting her from whatever.
Ever since the meeting with salmon, I never thought that I will have such a strong feeling of love towards her. So strong that I can't shift that love to other girls that came into my life, before or after her.
I know salmon treated me as a brother and I treat her like a sister, like how we did that for the past. I realized that the feeling I had for her can never be a brother-sister love kind of love. I had been thinking about it, almost a year, whether I can shift that love to other girls or not. I realized it's not possible. I also thought about whether I should just leave her and put myself into other relationship, I also realized that I can't do that. All because the feeling is just way too strong for me to do so.
After watching the new "A chinese ghost story", one of the character inside actually spent almost the entire life protecting his lover who lost the memories about the guy. The feeling of love portrayed in that movie is very strong. So am I going to do that same thing too? Spending my whole life waiting for that slim chance of me being together with her, or to protect her from whatever harm that's coming into her way? To some people, I might have been overly matured, but in relationship, I am not. In fact, I could have said that I am very idiotic about it, I always make stupid decision and illogical decision. But since when love is smart and logical? I'm not sure how to put it, but I just hope that this love is a pure one. I'm making a very great amount of effort to make it a pure love between me and her, but most of the time, I think it's just me loving her. I don't know if she really think about the both of us...I think I will make that stupid decision, she's the only one for me and I'm making it that way. Even if we can't be together, I'm keeping her in my heart and protecting her from whatever.
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
perhaps....或许....
perhaps I still love you, waiting for you and willing to accept you even now....I don't know, am I an idiot to do so? May be I am willing to be an idiot for you only...?
Wednesday, March 9, 2011
爱一个人。。。
爱一个人好难，好累也好痛。周围的朋友不是成双成对的，就是已经有了心上人。我，一介武夫，立志成为一名导演的我，却没有女孩喜欢。很多朋友告诉我，要做个好导演，人生的任何一个经验都要有。我能说几乎什么经验都有，就是没谈过恋爱。
22岁的我，孤单的我，自从纹妤离开了我的人生，我仿佛失去了笑的能力。我的人生从新回到了无穷无尽的黑暗，回到了没有光明与希望的黑暗。朋友说我必须自己走出来，我曾经走出来过，但我是被打回黑暗的。我现在很希望喜欢的人能喜欢我，带我再次走出黑暗，得到希望与关怀，人生再次有光明，我会再次有笑的能力。。。看来这永远只能是个梦，一个实现不了的梦。。。
22岁的我，孤单的我，自从纹妤离开了我的人生，我仿佛失去了笑的能力。我的人生从新回到了无穷无尽的黑暗，回到了没有光明与希望的黑暗。朋友说我必须自己走出来，我曾经走出来过，但我是被打回黑暗的。我现在很希望喜欢的人能喜欢我，带我再次走出黑暗，得到希望与关怀，人生再次有光明，我会再次有笑的能力。。。看来这永远只能是个梦，一个实现不了的梦。。。
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