wooden dummy.

I feel that I need more to train, I think I'm getting myself a wooden dummy irregardless what my mother said. Nobody can stop my training.

I won't stop loving you

*sigh* my brothers had been telling me a lot of stuff, my own blood related brother, bing long, boss and bunny. All of them are telling me to let you go and to let myself go, given other people a chance to love me as a couple. They even go to the extend that you are a bad news for me, you are wasting my time and yadah yadah yadah.

To tell the truth, initially I did give this a thought, to give up on this relationship between you and me, look for a better girl. But I can't, because of one very simple reason, I love you too much to let you go. I don't know what happened to you in the past, but what I'm thinking now is to make the present and the future as happy as possible.

Before meeting you, my life had been colourless, I don't know how to smile and I don't know what is the meaning of being happy. But when you came into my life, everything changed. I smiled everytime when I see you, I found a meaning to live in this world, my life is no longer colourless, because you bring in colour to my life. No matter are you hurting me or not, I am loving you as always. Anytime and anywhere, you are in my mind...