Sunday, January 30, 2011

Another sad chapter of my life

Nothing in my life is a good thing, all the shit thrown to me at all possible things. One thing that I don't have which is positive is financial problem, but that's all. I don't have anything that other people have. I got no childhood, no luck, no love, no career, nothing, I don't get donkey shit. Think I'm being negative, I summarize everything I had.

1) No childhood, never play or had fun with the children of my age.
2) Don't have friends until poly time(which is only positive things I had)
3) A lot of career opportunities slip through my fingers.
4) I got injured at the time when my name was up in the list of being a CCI
5) I never had a gf before and no one believes me.
6) The only girl I love treat me as a brother.
7) No one understands me.

So you think I'm being negative, think again. Yesterday just add on another chapter of sorrow and sadness to my life.

Saturday, January 1, 2011

2011 is here

Today is the first day of 2011, let me get the greeting off the list first. Happy new year, wish everyone's wishes be granted and a smooth year ahead. Well, with that off the list, let's see what happened in 2010.

Positive encounters:
1) I got "promoted" from an assistant trainer to a trainer, which means I got higher pay.
2) My students like me, both from my work and martial art class.
3) Got another batch of students to learn martial arts.
4) Went to china and had my sight broaden.

negative encounters:
1) I got rejected by wen yu for the second time or may be the second and a half time. Although she did considered me before, but she still thinks I should be just a brother to her and there she goes, a sister and brother relationship.
2) My knee injury doesn't seems to recover as good as I though and I also was made to injured my meniscus to be so serious injured that I need to go for surgery.
3) My job was all over singapore, eating up my money to travel.
4) Unable to go for taekwondo tournament and my 2nd dan grading because I was going to enlist when I want to take part those 2 events.
5) Don't get to enjoy myself before my enlistment.
6) Sort in a depression when I got enlisted.

So that's all that happened in the year 2010, seems my life was pretty blend and also bad for the year 2010. Let's see what I hope to have during the year 2011.

1) Get enrolled into a uni and study the art of film.
2) Get a gf(I don't expect much about this already)
3) Get my leg recovered.
4) Go learn brazillian jujitsu and karate.
5) Go back to all my martial arts training.
6) Smooth ride for my NS life.

That's all for the first post in 2011, happy new year again.