Evaluation on love

Ever since the incident with her, I got a lot more insights on love and life. In the past, I used to think that love is the purpose of life and believed it. Me and her were used to be like a couple, but now is a brother and sister. After that incident, I think that I should devote myself in martial arts and work. Build up port folio and skills on film making, increase my martial arts skills, now that is the sole purpose of my life. I hope I can find the love of my life, but who knows when would that be, I hoped that time will come, but I doubt that I will have a gf even in my 30s. For now, what I can do now is wait.