Frastrating

Recently, I am very frastrated. Things don't work for shit, my mind don't think for good, my life don't lighten up anytime. I hope things don't result into what I am thinking about now. I hope that it is just me being paranoid. I really love her, but I can't stand any shock that will post to me now at this time of my life. I hope, things will work out for me and for her.