Wednesday, May 20, 2009

能这么容易忘记一个人吗? Is it very difficult to forget someone?

今天到跆拳道训练, 心想会不会遇到她? 如果遇到, 一定要装冷静, 不能表现出伤感。 誰知她没来。 我还想说太好了,至少不会尴尬。 当我看着训练场, 就想起我们在那一起欢笑, 玩乐,多好。现在呢?彼此尴尬。 想到这时, 我就非常难过, 眼泪就快流出, 我还是得把眼泪往肚里吞。世上真有不会被破坏的约定吗?世上有天长地久的爱吗?我不知道,但是,我知道我无法忘记她,因为我爱她,却无法再爱她。因为她已找到她爱他而他也爱她的男人。我只能像个大哥一样,在旁守护她,却无法在一起的男人。咳,情为何物?

Today I went to the taekwondo training as usual, I was wondering will I meet her at the training later. If I did, I got to stay cool and not showing my hurted emotion. Who knows that she didn't turn up for the training. I was thinking at least we won't be in an awkward situation if she came. When I got to the training ground, I remembered that the time we spent together over there. We laughed, joked, chatted, played and walked home together at the same spot. At that time, we are not in such a situation. When I thought of that, my tears almost flows out, but I cannot cry, not when training with the coaches and the kids.

I wonder is there unbreakable promise? Is there eternal love? I don't know, but I know that I couldn't forget her. Because I loved her, yet cannot love her any more, because she found her fated lover. What I can do is to be a big brother, protect his sister. But I couldn't be with her any more.....Someone please tell me what is love?

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